11:00am meeting, 2:10am posting

I thought I had killed the ivy plant in the white plastic pot. But evidently I didn't truly believe that, or else I wouldn't have placed it in Mel's room and deliberately opened the curtains to expose it to as much light as possible. I wouldn't have plucked the dried-out, colorless leaves only to leave the stems naked and exposed. A few weeks have since passed with the occassional watering. It really isn't that surprising that new green shoots have emerged. The few sprouting leaves are that shiny, waxy new green color. I really should have expected nothing less.


Today I truly feel that this year will truly be my most exciting, and my most frightening one yet.